I write for the Local News, so part of my job is keeping up with the events of the World. It is becoming more and more difficult to watch any media device these days. There are just too many horrors other people are enduring, experiencing, and witnessing these days, and my mind is overloaded with many differing ideas and subjects to write about. What further subjects my thoughts to attempts to escape my mission, is that I know people on both sides of these various conflicts, oppression, and events that become a personal-emotional pull on my conscience and thoughts. I found myself dreaming about my time in Israel, Jordan, and Lebanon years ago, the terrors of the time, and some distinct pleasures too. I know Israelis and Palestinians who are fighting at this very moment, some of them friends and one family member. It reminds me of The American Civil War, where brother and father fought members of their own families, American vs American. A horrible waste of a Generation, fanning the flames of regional and racial hate for generations to come.
My wife found me in my lounger with my eyes closed, in the dark. She is worried about me, I can tell. World events have shaped my working life, where once very busy with lots of active clients, we are now going month to month with the hope that the economy and our sector of business improve. It will not. A recession will come, and the only question I have is how deep and destructive it will be. Nearing retirement I will never be able to experience, standing often alone with all the pressures of lifestyle, health, and family matters to maintain and manage. I am ill, elderly but youthful in thought and mind, with many hopes and dreams to try to achieve, yet my energy seems to drain an hour after waking, and my joints fill with pain. My attitude is optimistic but questioning, forever trying to find the news under some rock, hidden and waiting to be found. I write about the one thing I truly know, the activities, feelings, and routines of my fellow citizens. All people are the same no matter their ethnicity, religion or nation.
I am reminded of shylocks analysis of life, the famous poem …” If you prick us, do we not bleed?”, The only difference of significance is one color of skin, and our attitude(the mind). I have attempted to treat all the same, rich and poor, sick and athletic, etc. Everyone has talents and gifts to share with others in the community if only they act upon them. I look at the conflicts in the news, Israeli-Hamas, the Russo-Ukrainian Conflict, and the 23 armed conflicts around the world, and I feel something inside of me hide away. Perhaps it is my optimism, hope for a better future, and what will my children have to endure as they grow old.
Depression as a clinical illness has taken the world by storm, along with hate and fear. I have railed against fear all my life, as it has molded and transformed people, nations, and cultures for millennia. Am I depressed or simply dissatisfied with how my life is progressing, how the world is turning on its historic cycle, or fearful of what the future has for us all?
“if you prick us we do we bleed, if you tickle us do we not laugh, and if you poison us do we not die? IF YOU WRONG US, DO WE NOT REVENGE”?(Shakespeare).
Is all this killing, dying, illness, and terror a response to another’s assault upon us? Have I been pricked and poisoned? Sure I have been tickled. Wronged, I believe we all have been wronged in some way.
MAID continues to end the lives of Canadians daily, gun violence continues to be a media sensation too. People just don’t get along, do they?
Or do they? LOVE, and peaceful co-existence are with us too. We need to look for it, embrace and encourage it. I believe there is a darkness in this world, perhaps spiritual, or psychological in nature that is very contagious, spreading with the help of the media and word of mouth. Be it hate, fatalism, apathy, or greed it can be understood and its projection changed. Creating is better than destruction, and co-existence is better than social torment.
Can what is good in us win over the destructiveness before us on the media each day of our lives? If we turn off all the media screens, and just live our lives to the fullest, treating each other as we’d like to be treated, can we be happy, energetic, and wise?
Steven Kaszab
Bradford, Ontario
skaszab@yahoo.ca
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